You ever fake feeling better than you do? I'm sure we all do that at times. I am finding one of the most difficult things I deal with each day is to pretend that I feel alright. Even at home I try and put on an air of decent health. I hate the idea of my kids growing up with memories of dad always being sick.The meds are making me sick in a lot of different ways that affect me constantly. I thought I was going to die at the pine wood derby last night but pretend to be doing fine. It sucks the fun and life out of most situations. Definitely a daily challenge. Perhaps it is a futile attempt at normalcy, but I continue to try it anyway.
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