idleness

There is nothing more soul destroying than idleness.  Being busy for business sake is not good enough.  We must be productive to be fulfilling the measure of our creation.  Without productive behavior we are as useless as we feel.  The days I feel the worst and wish to do nothing are the days I must go and be productive or I lose the battle that day.  Activity and productivity are the destroyers of depression and self loathing.