Useful

I can't feel my face! 1200 mg twice a day starting yesterday.  I can't feel my face.  Good thing it will wear off. 

Spent yesterday helping a friend put up some sheet rock.  I did break a piece of sheet rock in my mind altered state. Or maybe it is my super human strength? No must be the mind problem. Keep in mind I am not good at doing things like, everything. 

However I felt something I haven't felt in a while. 
Useful. 

I am finding that the worst thing about my current life is that I feel completely useless. I can see how feeling depressive and not accomplishing anything productive go hand in hand.  Gotta get up each day with a list of things to do to be productive.