Sitting here listening to music with my boys. This is standard procedure for us. We have done this consistently since they were little. I am finding that consistency and experiencing "sameness" is key to keeping the creeping depression at bay. I sit here and I feel as if nothing has changed. They might as well be small again and I might as well be healthy.
Add to that, the fact that they don't care a wit that I have a disease that has changed life. Sure it has changed for them also but I am still just Dad and we are still best pals that enjoy music together (particularly Counting Crows tonight).
I love my life and my boys. Turns out I wouldn't trade my life for any other!
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